At Mantos Handphone City, I cried mostly because I've never realize this means a lot to my closest ones, too. I've been stressed out because of a mad love like this. Maybe, i make this with exaggerated. Too much too love, too much too hope!! And... results is too hurt I feel.
"True love comes from more than just the heart"
Here's another thing, when i tried to thinking of discomfort feelings from everything about him. When bad things happened-especially this way- I always try to see the bright side. What happened was love life, when everything isn't always like I thinking before.
" I can't tell it's killing me. Or... It's making me stronger "
So, what I have to do? I only have a few things left that called dreams and hope. I suppose to keep going with him, persuing what I love. Maybe, this past only God's way to develop me to be independent, or strong to handle things and the up-down feelings alone- plus this past days also taught me to stay true with myself. Without shadow of himself.
Thank you, for simply being you, and being around you a lot.
Ansyella...
